I think something is trying to tell me through the books I am reading about addiction that I am on the career path/in the area of education that is right for me. The past two books I have read were memoirs on addiction, and both the main characters job title was advertising.

It sounds interesting and fun to be in advertising and I am glad that I chose to be in the field I'm studying.

I know I need to stop all my continuing bad habits in order to be successful and true to myself and my boyfriend (he doesn't like when I get fucked up) I can tell that if I continue to take pills at the rate I have been the past few days it will take me nowhere but downhill. But I am out at the moment and I will not get anymore because I need money for christmas and also for the possible oc deal I might be doing after break. (yeah I know it's kinda contradicting to what I said about wanting to stop everything but I can never find oc's and it would be a sweet deal so that would be the absolute end of my love affair w/ pills)

Here's to health and happiness in the new year

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