So it's been a while since I've updated. I feel like I start every entry lately like that, but honestly my life has been a endless series of going through the motions and just pushing on through.

I've got my shit in order though. My grades are pretty good, I'm making it to classes (most days), my money is in order and I've got plans for the future. I am hoping to get an apartment next summer/fall with a girl I work with so we're looking into that, trying to get our parents the permission sheet and whatnot. (Since we've never rented a property before they need a cosigner aparently, which I think is dumb since it's first come, first serve; this part is taking us longer or else we would have already requested to rent the apartment)

Bobby and I are doing alright. There was a period there where I was kind of wondering if this relationship is really all I want it to be, but I think we're just so comfortable with each other we need to learn to spice things up a bit. We're approaching the 8 month mark and I'm anticipating reaching 10 months, since that was the length of my longest relationship. He told me yesterday maybe we should look into getting promise rings, and later wedding rings. That made me really happy. I can't picture myself with anyone else.

My weight is a maddening constant fight with myself. In the grand scheme of things, it's a relatively decent weight for me to be at and others view me as thin at this weight, but having an ed makes me always strive to look thinner, to be better at starving, puking, etc. Right now my weight is bouncing back and forth between the same 2-3 pounds and it's freaking me out because it's as if I can't control where I land on the scale.

Overall things are good. I'm looking forward to Thanksgiving, to have some time off from school and work and just relax a bit.

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