It seems as though lots of bad stuff has been happening to me lately, but I've had a positive outlook regardless and I think that has made all the difference. My laptop broke on me the other night and I was bummed about that; come to find out it was fine and I just needed to try unplugging it and switching it on- it works alright. Then I was stressing about my job situation and sure enough I was offered Student Manager soon after my last entry. It's a lot of responsibilty but I like the power. And the most important thing that has changed is my HPV situation- I just got another LEEP procedure not long ago and I had decided that it was the last one I would have no matter what because I do want to have kids and everytime they do something like that my fertility goes down. So I went in today for a follow-up and was told that all the bad cells are gone and I will only have to go for annual paps to watch and make sure it doesn't come back. That's the best news I've gotten in a long, long time!

Not only that, but my man and I are really commited to working on our relationship. We both know what we need to fix and we're working on it respectively, but mostly we're just trying to make the time we spend together real quality time. We both realized how much we love each other and don't want to be apart so we've pretty much gone back to how things were in the beginning- with both of us really appreciating one another and being lovey dovey. It's great and I hope that things continue to go smoothly because I really hate fighting with the man I love.

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