My boyfriend and I are fighting nearly every day and it seems as though the fights get bigger and bigger as times go on. The other night we were raging so badly that he was in tears, thinking we were falling apart and he was going to lose me. It was so hard seeing him so vulnerable like that, becuase I really do love him and want to make things work, it's just that he's so stubborn sometimes and always wants to be right at all costs. I know that most times I don't make sense when I argue and he always brings that to my attention but damn, let me be right and let it go once in a fucking while. It would save us a lot of drama.

Other than that, things are going well. I'm doing well in school for once in my life, haha. I'm actually getting up and going to all my classes, although I am taking a lot of naps. I <3 sleep. I'm actually feeling quit accomplished so far this semester, but it's very early on so I can't really get too ahead of myself.

I do know that I want a better job. There is an opportunity coming up soon for assistant manager at the food place where I work and I would like to nail that because it would mean a pay and hour increase which I need to help pay for school next year. If I don't get it I am thinking about going to this telemarketing place across town that starts you out at like 7 bucks but the only problem would be transportation seeing as I don't have a vehicle or a license atm. I suppose I could easily carpool with someone but I hate feeling like a mooch.

I'm supposed to go out tonight but I feel like I've been waiting forever for my friend to call me and I don't want to keep bugging her like, are you ready yet? where are you? I don't want to be that annoying friend.

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