School's over and I leave tomorrow. I'm procrastinating as usual. I still have a take-home essay to finish for history, and I would have finished it by now, except that most of the terms I'm supposed to use in it I don't have in my notes because I wasn't in class those days.

I still need to pack and I haven't done that either. Everything seems big and looming and I'm just putting everything off.

I also don't know how ready I am to go home. I talked to my mom today and it turned into a big argument. I feel like they still treat me like a child, I'm not ready to go back to all that after being here living life as an adult.

Grades will be in soon and they are what they are. I passed everything except possibly math. I probably bombed my final exam partially because I didn't study (felt I knew everything) and also because my calculator was fucking up the whole time and I needed it. Oh well, though. If I pass it was meant to be, if not then it wasn't. That's the attitude I need right now.

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