I am offically a high school graduate. It feels good that it's over. The ceremony itself was pretty boring, but the end was pretty fun, we got to spray silly string and whatnot. I thought everyone was going to throw their hats so I threw mine, turns out no one did so I was the only one. I was in the front row, too, so everyone knew I was the only one that did it. *blush*

My dad came to see me graduate and sat so that I could see him the whole time; he was smiling proudly throughout the ceremony and helped calm my nerves. We patched things up between us and there are no more hard feelings. He wants me to come visit him now that I am out of school. I hadn't realized how much I missed him until I saw him. It was pretty silly of me to hold such a grudge over something that happened between us years ago (from when I lived with him when my ed was really bad) He couldn't help that I was unbearable to live with at that time. I should have realized and respected that long ago but we are both incredibly stubborn people.

Things with my bf Omar are going great. I think I'm in love but its too soon to say it. It's really hard to hold it back though; I find myself longing to just shout it out so often but I don't want to freak him out or rush things. We are pretty new yet. I got a call from my dealer today(who I have cut off contact with now, I told him I can't see him anymore now that I'm with Omar) telling me that he's got stuff to party with (meaning rock) and I know I can't go over there because I made a commitment to Omar to change my ways and become a better person. Not even just for him, but for myself first and foremost.

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