Been a big pothead lately, and I must say I much prefer that to doing anything else (save for rolls and acid, I still love to do that, but sadly cannot afford it most of the time and I can find people to smoke me up or throw me a bowl fairly easily so it works out) The only problem with this is that I am more succeptible to pig out after getting really high (we like to smoke huge blunts, my friend rolled a full eighth of mids in a blueberry blunt between 5 people the other night; I was so blazed) And I'm also more likely to spend the little money I do have on junkfood- like I did last night. I had 5 dollars that I needed for a work permit and I spent it on candy (actually it was the same candy I had gotten when I was on acid. They were gummy bugs with liquid centers and I remember them being glittery, that was kinda funny because they so weren't in reality)

Yeah, I did end up getting the job at Subway. They matched my pay at Wendy's and everything. I have yet to go officially quit at Wendy's but they never put me on the schedule anyway so I fail to see the rush. I start today, as long as I can get my work permit. Goddammit, I'm so close to 18, (2ish months now, April 12 bitches!) but I still need a freakin work permit! So dumb.

What else is new? My stitches are out from my wisdom teeth getting pulled. I have a big whole where one of the teeth was coming through that will close up eventually but food gets stuck in there now and that's annoying. But now that my stitches are out I see no harm in purging so I have been b/ping a good deal more. Actually last night I b/ped like all of my meals. Didn't eat breakfast but had some candy before lunch (stupid) then at lunch I had a pizza pretzel and then some waffle sticks and 2 sausage links which got purged. I was hungry after school which meant I did a good job of purging, and I wanted salt really bad, which meant I was probably getting dehydrated. Did I listen to my body? Of course not. I had 2 bowls of chicken noodle soup with almost a whole sleeve of crackers and purged that before leaving to go hang out and get high. Then once we were super high we had McDonald's, a double cheeseburger and fries, a sprite, the gummi bugs, a chocolate chip cookie, and some laffy taffy. Came home and had a big bowl of chocolate chocolate chip ice cream with brownie chunks in it and purged till I couldn't anymore. I didn't see much McDonald's so I thought I would gain, not realizing I didn't keep much down, but I woke up this morning a pound and a half lighter. And I'm hungry already and it's not even 8:30.

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