Last night... I knew I was getting fucked up in some way, I just didn't know how it was going to play out. I had some mexican guy that wanted to get together and drink/do coke (powder) but I was unsure about that because I knew I would get taken advantage of sexually if I went that route. I could also have gone and smoked crack, but I called the guy who would pay and he was all insinuating I would have to have sex for it so that pretty much killed that idea. So I was hanging out with my guy friends, bought my friend a bag (paid for half of it with her because she had gotten ripped off on a short bag earlier) and drove them around, smoking and whatnot just seeing where the night would go. This ended up paying off in the end because my friend E. who is selling weed right now ended up buying me a roll (I paid for 10 of it but it cost 25, I have to pay him back whenever) and smoked basically an eighth with me and another guy, Turtle. We went to Walmart and got rolling essentials, a blinking spikey rubber ball thing, a squeeze ball, glowsticks, and vicks. Went and got my awesome techno cds and we were ready, all we needed was somewhere to chill with a cd player and preferably some blacklights. But alas, it was getting late and no one was up/had access to loud music at the time. So we ended up rolling while driving around, for lack of anything better to do.

The roll itself was pretty good, I didn't get the usual tingly body high shit but I just felt really happy and the lights got real pretty. I also coudln't get enough vicks and I wanted to tell everyone how much I loved them. They were pretty speedy though, because all I wanted to do was get up and dance, and when I was coming down my foot would not stop tapping and I wanted to get up and do something and be productive. Really did not feel content laying in bed listening to music. I haven't slept yet, not for lack of trying. There was a small timeframe from 3-6 where I could have fallen out, but I don't think it happened.

I have an interview at Subway today and I really need to make a good impression so that I get this job. My paycheck at Wendy's was 28 dollars for 2 weeks (not that I worked but like one day) and that's all gone but like 8 dollars which needs to go to gas because I'm almost on empty. I need to try to go to sleep before my interview (2:30) or at least look alive, I really don't know how I'm going to manage it. I have to though, a girl's gotta make money after all.

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