Still feel like shit, only now I'm swollen as well. I had to go to a job interview yesterday and I think it went really well, despite my appearance. I looked good besides the swolleness, I'm just not used to my face looking all square shaped when it's usually a heart shape. The interview was with Applebee's, and I'm going to be a hostess till I turn 18, then I can do food prep. I think they liked me. They asked me a lot of questions like what would I do in this situation, how would I handle this, and I think she liked my answers a lot. I even got to the second interview right away where they gave me a personality test. When I was finished with it was the time for shift change so the manager didn't have time to look at it but said she'd review it later and call me today. I hope I got it- I really need a job because I'm not on the schedule at Wendy's again even after fighting like hell to be put on it. I was promised hours but I guess it didn't matter.

I am gaining weight. I don't know what's going on. I counted up calories for yesterday and I came up with about 1000ish which is like half of what I've been eating and maintaining on normally. I don't know what the deal is at all. My mom thinks my body is just retaining all the extra weight to help heal me but I think that's bullshit. If I get over 125, I swear to god its time to restrict again till I'm closer to 120.

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