I got my acceptance letter from Green Bay. Excited as I am, I'm not jumping for joy as I probably should be. I've heard from various people that it's not the most exciting campus to be at, and that it's located out in the middle of nowhere. Apparently the entire student body goes home on the weekends, because there is like nothing to do there. I guess I will need to take a visit there before I make my decision. I still want to apply to UW Milwaukee, because that campus is located in a good area with clubs all along the strip where it is. That spot is jumping, or so I hear. And I know I can get into there, I just need to apply. I guess it's kinda sad that I am basing where I want to go to college on how their party scene is and not what their school is like.

I haven't updated in a few days because I've not been doing that great drug-wise. I've been slipping back into some old habits. Haven't bought anything so I guess I haven't broken any of my promises to myself. But I have slipped up and smoked rock like twice since New Years. And one time I really compromised my morals for it. Don't want to say any more than that since I was so ashamed to even admit it to myself, let alone thousands of online readers, but lets just say I won't ever let it happen again. Been doing methadone lately too. I really like the feeling, but like with any opiate, it leaves me too soon. I will hopefully be getting some acid this weekend, and/or some rolls. I have the acid lined up. I will only take like two this time, so that I can see colors, but not be fucked off my face and be totally incapacitated like the first/last time when I dropped 3 and a half.

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