So life without a car sucks, but it's not as bad as I thought it would be. I've been catching rides into town and continuing to live life as I had before, although not quite as dangerously. Boyfriend is still in Illinois, and I don't expect to see him anytime soon. I miss him, but I realize now that he was pretty much using me for my car. I've convinced myself I was using him for the drugs, although deep down I know I did like him. *sigh* Oh well, one day I will find a nice black guy that will treat me right. (Yes, I do have a thing for black guys now!)

School started today and it was such a drag. I sooo didn't want to be there. This is the second day in a row I've gone without sleep (from being too high to sleep) and I had to rely on No-Doze to keep me perky and awake today. I was in a really good mood and I was very talkative and nice to everyone. It was nice to see everyone again (well, at least the people I like). I ended up back at the weight I was before vacation thanks to the two-day binge and I did get one comment about the weightloss, much to my satisfaction. Actually, there was more than one, I got a couple "Eat, girl, eat! You need to eat more!" But only one person asked me if I'd lost weight.

It'll be interesting to see how this school year plays out.

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