God, I am so happy that school is out! It's seriously like the hugest weight lifted off of my shoulders. I can't even begin to describe it. The only thing is that I didn't turn in my form for the ACT's so I don't know if I'll be able to take them. Hopefully there will be another one next year. If not I'm kinda screwed.

I finally got my car back, a little sooner than expected. Things with Ashley and all my BD friends are pretty different. Teddy moved somewhere else to get away and "better his life" and now that leaves me and Ashley to hang out with Pops and all of his friends. So that's kinda weird and awkward, and I'm starting to really loathe Pops when he's drunk (he's so stupid, beligerent, and way too touchy-feely) but when there's other people around it's okay. I like a lot of the guys that come around and I'm enjoying being single right now for sure. There was this guy Spooky (Nathan) that was really hot who was hitting on me. He's like 21 and has multiple piercings all over, very tan and muscular (but really skinny at the same time.... mmm yummy just how I like em) I don't think we had too much in common though. Then there was Lars (Nick). I've known him for a while, and I've always thought he was hot. He's got his lip pierced twice and he rocks the hard rock/gothic look and wears it very well. We got to talking last night and he's a really nice guy. He got my number so I would be pretty glad if he called me.

Hanging out with these people again is fun but it's bad at the same time because I'm back into the harder drugs again. I picked up some Adderall (not that big of a deal) some pure Dex and a roll all over the weekend. Yeah, there goes my paycheck pretty much.

I had my interview at Clearview today. I don't think it went very well. The head woman liked me but the woman who called me to schedule the interview seemed really cold and didn't smile at me the whole time. I caught her staring at my arms more than once and she kept twisting my words to make it seem like I was saying something bad. *sigh* They said that they had to interview more people but they would get back to me.

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